My main reason is that people nowadays hate the truth. If you read my first post then you should already know that I hardly have any friends because of my honesty. I am too blunt, too frank, too sincere...whichever word you want to take, go ahead but to me, it all means the same. I sometimes wonder why in a world that demands fairness, people don't like to hear the truth, which is why I'm starting to wonder wether this is the reason of why the government doesn't really like to share too much with the public. I mean DUH!
A life example of mines so that you can understand what kind of honesty I'm talking about:
1. Once I had a friend, let's call her Andrea, that was close to me. We told each other almost everything, our families knew each other and we did so many things together. To make a long story short, Andrea got to a point that starting on Thursday nights she would go clubbing with her little kinky dresses and then getting home in the morning hours of the next day because she had gone home with some dude that she had just met.
I remember it was my 20th birthday and we were supposed to go to a lounge with a group of friends. It was a tradition since High School to go out on our birthdays and celebrate. Her birthday was months before mines and we had a blast, it was all about her just how it should be. But on my birthday she cancelled on me because she had a date that night. I was so mad at her that I decided to have a talk with her. I told her that she was ruining her life by sleeping around with every guy that she met and I didn't want to see her in a demise later on in life. Mind you, she had already had an abortion behind her mother's back. Basically, after that conversation, I never saw or heard from her again. I called her several times but she never picked up. So with me being a good friend, the friendship was over, just like that. Sometimes I wonder if I should of stayed shut and let her keep continuing to ruin her own life to the point where she was just a piece of trash. Hmmm....
As you can see, I spoke too much. And for speaking too much is why I hardly have any friends. Sometimes I feel bad because my honesty and bluntness makes others just shy away from me. Even though I do have a few friends that love my personality because they know that I will never tell them a lie nor anything similar just to make them feel better.
This world needs to shape up. Living in a lie in not good and that's what us humans choose to do. We contradict ourselves in a way that it makes us not even understand OURSELVES. When we look at honesty in a positive way instead of a negative way, we see things that we didn't know existed. Instead of my ex friend taking time to reflect on her behavior by what other's saw in her, she would have chosen a better life for her but she didn't. The last time I knew of her which was not that long ago, she had 3 children by different fathers, living off welfare and her body deteriorated. She was so beautiful and now she looks like a 50 year old woman that doesn't take care of herself. I feel so bad for the girl but what can you do.
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